Monday, July 21, 2008
Inside my head, things are changing.Things are not the same.
Even at the end, I won't give up.
I won't give in anymore.
Hiding all my feelings for you, makes me feel like I'm just hiding insecurities.
I will fight and defend, I will keep holding on.
Because I know you will make it through, and somehow I want you to know that i am here for you.
No matter what people are saying about you, I am here for you.
There's nothing another boy could do or say that would ever make you disappear in my heart or mind.
My mind and thoughts are always with you.
No matter how far we both walk in life, my thoughts are with you.
I don't know if we will actually meet again later in life.
I hope we do, but I have a feeling you are going to avoid me for the next years.
But, one day; I will make sure that I will search for you, and I will make you face me.
I might be the very person you're scared to face, but I will make you face me.
No hiding from me, no way boy.
But the time hasn't come yet I think.
Goodbye for now.
I can't erase the past, I can't pretend our past didn't happen.
But I can tell you, if you need me; all you need to do is give me a call and I will be there for you.
I will always miss you;
it's 3 months until a year ago when you came home.
It makes me miss you more than ever.
All I want is you to call me soon; i miss you x987654321`, always.
Oh well! :)
this week will be good and has been great.
monday ( today)- my becbec is finally home from melb/sydney! :) I've missed you!
& seeing J for lunch, haven't seen him .. in a while; so was defs good to catch up boy!
tuesday- seeing my 59-ers, hang out at freo.
& shopping with S. :)
wednesday- full day work; SIGHBORE.
thursday- maybe seeing B :)
friday- full day work; SIGHBORE.
saturday- morning half shift work.
& maybe metros at night?
sunday- relax before uni starts man.
ciao for now kids. :)