Monday, June 16, 2008
Stayed at home today, studied; procrastinated; junk food-ed a lot - so much for going healthy, LOL!; watched tv; listened to my i-pod and now, blogging.Gotta make this fast so I can go back to my accounting studies, YAY! I bet you're jealous secretly.
You know, today gave me a lot of personal time, to reflect on everything that has happened over the past few months, and how fast the past few months have passed.
I do miss the old days a lot, and the changes that have happened are really scaring me.
Seeing high school friends around uni, yet not being around them.
Seeing high school friends together, yet I'm with other people.
I enjoy being with other people outside of high school friends, yet .. It somehow also feels weird.
The gap between us just keeps widening, and sometimes I ask myself .. Was things meant to be like this?
I wish time went slower, so I could mend the closeness.
I wish time could go slower, so I would have more time to prepare for the exams.
I wish time would just stop, so I can enjoy life to it max.
Unfortunately, my wishes will never come true.
I guess, life is like that;
We've gotta hold onto what we've got now, so we won't regret it in the future.
I'm glad I have the people I have around me.
They support me, they are there for me and most importantly, we are in this together.
I need them here with me, because without them; I am nothing but an empty soul.
So guys, the ones going through the hell of exams, and the ones who are already enjoying the joys of post exam relief, we are in this together.
No matter where our future lies, no matter the distance or the changes, we are really in this together.
The gap may have widen, the ties may have loosen, but the most important thing that will keep us united is the memories.
May the memories forever live and never cast away.
Changes happen for a reason I believe.
May it be for the better or the worst.
Sometimes, we may not see the good in change, but it is later that we see the greater after effects.
Now children, maturity comes with time, and changes also comes with time.
Let us have the time of our lives and never look back, for we only live once.
Exams for everyone at u-dub is drawing its curtains.
We may not enjoy it, but it is the reward of completing that allow us to pull through.
It's part of life, its nature and beauty.
The pain, the stress; hopefully will return us with a better reward.
End of my rantings for the day.
Back to accounting my book yells; not really. :)
But I really do have to, it's nearly killing me.
BUT, I must say, I am liking accounting more than micro.
A scary thought? I think the same too.
Now my young kids;
Let me leave you with a word of advice,
'Never let the fear of losing, keep you from playing the game'.
- taken from the Cinderella's story, cheesy? I shan't not.
14 days till camp.
8 days till freedom.
11 days till moving houses.
2 days till vicki's 18.
Life just keeps getting better.