Designer: clancy-
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Maybe we will meet again.
And when we do, we will hug like we use to.
Talk like we use to, joke like the old days.
I remember walking the journey with you two years ago.
Thinking about it, I put way too much reliance onto you.
I remember sitting in my bed, waiting for your e-mail.
And when I did receive it, I would smile to myself.
That would make me contented.
Your e-mail which consisted of, good morning; good night.
Was what started and concluded my days.
Getting my birthday present from you in the mail, made my heart skip a beat.
Video-calling you made my heart beat that little bit faster.
Hearing your voice made me smile a little too much.
Yet, today; as i type this at 12:40 on a cold morning,
You are no longer there to e-mail me.
to support me.
to give me the support i need to keep me sane.
to call me when i really need you.
to calm me down when i'm upset.
to tell me jokes to de-stress me.
I remember your existance for 3 years, i took it for granted.
Yet today, I seem to want that feeling back again.

Fumi, I don't know if you will ever read this.
I hope you do, no matter where you are.
I guess, i have thought things out.
It all seemed to click; just like that.
Fumi; you'll always be my favourite boy.
You will always live in my heart, no matter how far in life I will walk.
You brought me too much happiness, too much that words can't explain.
I admit you let me down too much;
But I don't care anymore.
Because all I want is you to come back.
To be that same boy that e-mailed every morning consecutively for a year.
To be my potato kid who videocalled me and remembered my birthday and sent me random photos.

My memories with you are everlasting.
When will you think of coming home?
Where's that promise that you will be here for my 18th?
I guess, that just will never happen.
But I miss you boy.