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Thursday, February 14, 2008
I just want someone to tell me what i'm doing or feeling is the right thing.
As I write this blog, I am shedding tears and listening to songs that remind me of what we use to be.
This time last year, we were still close.
I had doubts on our realtionship, but we were still close.
You ment the world to me, and i knew i ment the same to yet.
Yet, you walked away just like that.
Left me all alone, not knowing what to do.
And you came back all of a sudden, made promises that you promised you would never break, but then again, you walked off again.
You made me have hope, but again, you turned your back on me.
You left me and never came back. Why?
What have I done wrong? Why do you keep doing this to me? Why?
I am not a bad person to you. I treated you better than anyone else. Yet, you keep letting me down.
I keep asking me the same question. Why me?
I don't actually know what i've done.
I feel bad that you're who you are now. I am sorry the gap between us has widen yet again.
I have walked on, and you.. I don't know where you are anymore.
To tell you the actual truth, I have no more room for you.
Yet, I miss more than ever.
When I graduated, I wished, that sitting near me, behind me, watching me was you.
When I got my TEE results, I had the urge to want you to know how I went.
When I got my Uni placement, I really wanted you to be proud of me.
But where were you all this time?
I had counted down the days to when I thought you would be coming back, yet you let me down and didn't.
I had all this faith in you, but you let me down.
I have told people about you, the whole thing. And how I feel, lots of people say i'm being stupid, spending time missing a person who doesn't even bother to contact me.
That makes me cry even more.
I gave my entire heart to you, and you knew that I did.
You basically told the world that you liked me.
Yet, turn around, you don't even make the effort to call me.
I have cried enough for you.
But why can't it just stop.
Why?
Go away.
I don't need you anymore, or so i think.
I think I have met someone better than you who will probably take my heart better than you.
I HATE YOU.
I really do.
For telling me things you know you would never fulfil.
For making my heart shatter.
For always making me feel inferior.
Don't ever come back.
I miss you, but I don't even want you back.



THE END.